I feel rubbish today, like drained, no energy all I’ve wanted to do is sleep. This probably has more to do with revision than food but still, a nice bar of chocolate would have helped. I still want chinese so so bad and my willpower is being tested! A wholemeal chicken wrap just doesn’t have the same effect as sweet and sour chicken! I need to start exercising again too but with two exams still left to do it’s a bit hard to find the time. Let’s just hope I can stick to this ‘eating healthy’ thing till my exams are done then I can get back to the gym and running. I need someone to sit and shout FATTY at me when I think about eating rubbish, blahhh.

Like I said yesterday, eating healthy is rubbish, it’s only the second day and I’m sick of the sight of apples! I want chinese, and pizza, and chocolate. I guess once I start seeing a difference in myself it’ll be worth it but at the moment, no.

So it’s day one of trying to get back to my old self. Honestly I’m craving sweet and sour from the chinese so bad :( I don’t get how I’m hungry, I even ate breakfast.  Fruit salad with greek yoghurt and granola, wholemeal chicken wrap, jacket with tuna, and then another apple about 5 minutes ago and all I can think of doing is walking less than a minute up the road and getting chinese, followed by chocolate and crisps. Uggghhh, willpower please! Healthy food is so boring!

Right tomorrow operation ‘get my cracking body back’ starts. So tonight I’m going to east all the shit in my cupboard, and ASDA delivery will provide me with everything I need tomorrow between 1-3. That means fruit, veg, Greek yoghurt, chicken, salmon, tuna, NO SHIT, and I will start running through Heaton Park and Jesmond Dene again. At the end of November I looked like the old me again, then Christmas happened and it’s all gone downhill, I’ve gotten lazy. So I need you all to make me a promise, don’t let me eat rubbish, please :(

When I tell people what degree I’m doing they seem to think I will immediately be able to psychoanalyse them… I can… I would just never let them know that :)

Three to go! I hate exams, especially when I have done nowhere near enough revision.. it’s going to be a long 12 days.

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I could eat all of this right now, minus the strawberries.

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Words can’t describe how much I want a cinder toffee milkshake right now!

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Slam Dunk ‘08, that is all.